Thursday, February 16, 2006

Sometimes

SOMETIMES I DON’T KNOW WHERE I’M, EVERYTHING IS BLACK, EVERYTHING IS NUMB, BUT, I'M STANDING RIGHT HERE…

MY LIFE HAS TAKEN THIS ROUTE; I'M STANDING RIGHT HERE FIRMLY, TRYING THE HARDEST NOT TO FALL.
I STILL DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY THIS HAPPENED TO ME (DOES IT HAVE TO BE UNDERSTOOD?), BUT MY HEART TRIES TO CONVINCE ME THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

SINCE A PARTICULAR MOMENT, MY LIFE CHANGED COMPLETELY.
SOMETIMES I FEEL LOST, SOMETIMES I FEEL CONFUSED, AND SOMETIMES I FEEL I CAN'T FIND THE WAY BACK TO WHAT MY LIFE WAS BEFORE.
BUT SOME OTHER TIMES I WONDER IF I REALLY WANT TO GET BACK, SOME OTHER TIMES I AM COMPLETELY SURE I'M HAPPY HERE, BECAUSE LOVE SAYS SO.

SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE THERE IS NO ESCAPE, NO ENDING, NO LIGHT.
SOMTIMES I FEEL ANXIETY HOARDS MY ENTIRE "SELF".
SOME TIMES FEAR CORRODES ME.
SOME OTHER TIMES I DON’T KNOW WHY I HAVEN’T SURRENDERED.
MY STRENGHTH, I DON’T KNOW WHERE IT COMES FROM, BUT I’M SURE I WON’T GIVE UP.


I’M NOT A VICTIM, I’M JUST STANDING WHERE I HAVE DECIDED TO, AND I DON’T REGRET.
THAT’S WHY I’M STANDING RIGHT HERE, FIRMLY, TRYING THE HARDEST NOT TO FALL, BEING BY YOUR SIDE, UNCONDITIONALY ALWAYS AND FOREVER.
IM REALLY TRYING NOT TO FALL!

fgmta.

1 comment:

Mtra. Diana Pineda said...

¿Quién dice que no puedes caer? ¿Dónde dice que no te puedes rendir? A veces, eso que nos negamos a sentir porque hemos sido enseñados a entenderlos como signos de debilidad, es precisamente lo que nos hace humanos, lo que nos hace seres vivos. No te tragues tu dolor, date la oportunidad de ser débil y de aceptar que puedes fallar. Recuerda que la ansiedad a veces viene del miedo a fallar. Tal vez si te permites equivocarte el miedo desaparezca.
Te quiero mucho niña, ya sabes que aquí estoy.